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❥⚬Feeling: The exams are near...
❥⚬Real Name: Saw
❥⚬Age: 16
❥⚬Birthday: October 27th
❥⚬Zodiac: Scorpio❥⚬Nicknames: Koogy, Cookie❥⚬Occupation: Drawing, writing, reading, watching videos, hanging out, and some other creative stuff.❥⚬Height: 1,55m❥⚬Weight: 55 (that's a lot of 5 btw)
❥⚬Pets: I have a little sister❥⚬Righty or Lefty?: Right~LOVE STUFF~
❥⚬Have you ever been in love?: Yes❥⚬How many people have you been in love with? : A lot of crushs, but I think I'm around 5 real interests
❥⚬How many people have you told "I love you"?: NO ONE LIKES ME OK
❥⚬Passionate kiss/peck: I am alone❥⚬Who is the first person you kissed?: I AM ALONE
❥⚬How many people have you kissed?: I AM SO ALONE
❥⚬Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex?: I FEEL SO LONELY RIGHT NOW❥⚬Stolen a kiss?: SHOULD I KISS MYSELF
❥⚬Do you have a bf/gf? now: No
❥⚬How many people have you dated?: I WILL PAY YOU
❥⚬What do you look for in a guy/girl?: A lot of things, but the most important thing for me is the honesty. I want someone who can clearly tell me "no" and tell me how they really feel instead of some "idk" or "maybe" stuff. I can't be at ease with someone like that who is unable to tell me the truth.❥⚬What do you find attractive?: Someone I can laugh with, and who's extrovert. I like open people.
❥⚬Do you have a crush right now?: Yes
❥⚬If so, who is it?: A tsundere who's annoying af but irresistible
❥⚬Do you believe in love at first sight?: Yeah, sort of.
❥⚬Do you remember your first love?: Kind of. I was very young back then so it's more like a crush, but I remember his name and some features of him.
❥⚬Do you believe in fate?: I'm not sure
❥⚬Do you believe in soul mates?: Hardly, but I believe it's possible.
❥⚬If so do you believe you'll ever find yours?: I'm not sure someone can be a freak like me... lol
❥⚬Dated one of your best friends?: Haha no I have no friends
❥⚬Loved someone so much it makes you cry?: Yeah, I tend to overlove when there's no need lol, so I cry very often for minors problems I encounter with them.
❥⚬Written a love letter?: Lol yes! A looonnng love letter. I remember he never responded to me because their friends were telling me he didn't want to hurt me. At that time he had a girlfriend and when my friends forced me to go talk to him, he just smiled awkwardly at me and he simply said "don't force her if she doesn't want to. You can take your time."
❥⚬Gone out of your way to be with the one you love?: Always. That's called priorities. Sometimes love is over reason.
❥⚬Written a love poem?: Yeah, indeed. That was for a contest in my school that I freaking lost. I remember I was depressed because my friend's was awesome, and when I talked about it with my crush, he smiled and got amused, and said "think a lot about me and you'll write a better one".
❥⚬Kissed in the rain?: No but that's very romantic btw
❥⚬Slow danced with someone you love?: Yeah! With a person who used to be my crush, but wasn't anymore when I danced with them lol. But they were crushing on me at that time and they couldn't look right into my eyes, that was cute lol.❥⚬Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love?: I guess I can say yes... Haha. I even took a picture of the sun.
❥⚬Asked a friend for relationship advice?: Ah, yeah, right! I don't do that very often though, because I don't like talking about my love life with my relatives, even if we're close friends. That's something I'm very incomfortable with because I feel like I tend to overlove and people may misjudge me because of it. But I am considered as a good listener and good adviser for some reason.
~FAMILY STUFF~
❥⚬How many siblings?: 1 older brother, 1 younger sister❥⚬Name of your siblings: We all have names that end with an "n" lol❥⚬Is your family close?: I guess...
❥⚬Does your family get together for holidays?: Usually, yeah❥⚬How many kids do you want to have?: Children are annoying at times
❥⚬Future daughters names: Shuren❥⚬Future sons names: Xander, Soren, Louka, Lysandre
~HAVE YOU EVER....~
❥⚬Been on a diet?: I'm not sure, but already tried to walk more and to eat less hoping losing weight.
❥⚬Been to a foreign country?: Yes
❥⚬Swear at a teacher?: yes lol I tend to have either a really good or a really bad reputation
❥⚬Got in a fight?: Yes
❥⚬Told a little white lie?: I'm a sinner
❥⚬Told a secret you swore not to tell?: Not often, maybe one or two
❥⚬Deceived somebody close to you?: I deceive everyone.
❥⚬Been on an airplane?: No
❥⚬Came close to dying?: It happened when I was very young, like 3 or 4, that a hot boil of water fell on my shoulders and back. I had to go to the hospital. I remember my dad was washing my back with very cold water. But I don't think I was close to a dying stade lol.
❥⚬Felt like you didn't belong?: Very often. When I feel like I don't have anything to do besides someone, I leave.
❥⚬Been so drunk you don't remember your name?: Never tasted alcohol❥⚬Thrown up in public?: I don't think so
❥⚬Smoked?: I think it's bad, but I really would like to try someday, but I stop myself from doing it by fear of becoming an addict.
❥⚬Attempted suicide?: I'm a coward, I'd never kill myself.
❥⚬Cut yourself?: I am very afraid of what kind of pain I would feel through my veins and body if I open a wound.
~CHILDHOOD STUFF~
❥⚬Did you play with Barbies?: I used to when I was young, indeed.
❥⚬Were you shy?: I can be shy at some time and not at all at others times... Well, that's still the case.
❥⚬Were you spoiled?: A lot. My parents are way too nice with me. I deserve some scolding lol.
❥⚬Did you build snowmen?: There's no snow anymore but yeah, I used to.
❥⚬Did you cry when you scraped your knee?: Yeah.❥⚬Were you afraid of the dark?: I still am. Being in the dark is one of the things that scares me most. What scares me is the fact I am unable to know where I am, my hands, my body, and being unable to know about what's around me. I could hurt me anytime. I could fall anytime. I could be grabbed anytime. I could bang a wall anytime. Dark is such a scary thing.❥⚬Did you have slumber parties?: Not really. I didn't have close friends and I think I would have annoyed me.
❥⚬Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy?: Never even been told about Easter Bunny tbh.
~OTHER STUFF~
❥⚬Do you like chocolate?: I learnt to appreciate dark chocolate, but I've never been fond of chocolate. As me, my brother doesn't especially like it, even though he appreciates it more than me. I really do not like chocolate.
❥⚬ Do you think you're good looking?: Good-looking I don't know, cute yeah I definitely think I am.
❥⚬Do others think you are good looking?: People tend to tell me I'm like, REALLY CUTE AF, and I don't even know if it's a good thing lol. I look like a 14 years-old when I'll reach 17 soon. Sometimes people tell I am ugly. I think it depends on people, sometimes I'm in their criteries, sometimes I'm not. If you like asians then you'll maybe find me cute, otherwise you won't lol.
❥⚬Are you a strong person?: I'm not sure. I need a lot of attention. Though, I can stand alone by myself because I don't trust the others. Somehow, I am, but I need a lot of attention and caring from other people. I might all of a sudden cry for a minor thing, or get angry etc. I am strong until I break down. Though, I'm not sure I really need someone to comfort me. When I cry, I always end up comforting myself.❥⚬Are you a strong willed person?: Depends. When I'm certain of what I'm doing, of course I am, I can lead groups and even give directions. When I'm unsure, well lol better not follow me. I would confuse you as well.
❥⚬What is your weakness?: I hate being scolded. I am very vulnerable to that, I can either cry and/or get angry very easily. That's like, of the things I hate the most. I feel that being scolded is, like, adopting a submissive position and that really upsets me. But I need to be scolded at to understand things, if I'm not scolded I will continue and not even pay attention to what people told me.❥⚬Worst feeling in the world?: Feeling like nobody cares. Feeling like you're a failure. Feeling like you're not true, that you're only a façade. Wanting to change but cannot. Wanting to disappear but cannot. Wanting to hurt me but cannot because I'm a weak and vulnerable person.
❥⚬Best feeling in the world?: H
aving fun with crush or/and friends. Also, being thanked. There's nothing more appreciable than someone being thankful towards you. It feels so fucking right. It fills me with so many good feelings.❥⚬What is your ideal way to die?: I want to die without suffering. I want people to remember I was a bad person but I tried to change and to care. People, please bear in mind I wasn't trying to be a nice person. I was just trying to be as pleasant as possible so everyone could be content. Please people remember that I, the bad person I am, always tried to change because she knows she isn't good.
❥⚬ How do you release stress?: I'm not sure. Sometimes it just slips away by itself.❥⚬Are you a trendy person?: I'd like to, but I don't want to at the same time. Let's say I'm not.❥⚬Are you an artistic person?: Maybe.❥⚬Are you a realistic person?: A lot. But sometimes I lose myself in the skies.
❥⚬Who is the last person to e-mail you?: my crush lol. Had to help him with homework.
❥⚬What do you believe is your best quality?: I'm a good listener and motivationer. I always find the words to cheer people even if I don't believe a single word I'm telling them. I know exactly what to say to someone to please them.
❥⚬What is your greatest accomplishment?: Hearing people saying "Thanks. I made it because you helped me out." "Because of your words, I feel better. You really help me." That is the best feeling in the world.
❥⚬What do you think people think of you?: I don't know. People usually say I'm a cute and huggable person. I'm also small. Main of all, my sense of humor got lost trying to find a way lol. Just kidding. He bought a GPS recently.
❥⚬Are you a likeable person?: Yes. Because I want to. I want people to get along with me. So please, come and feel free to talk with me.